17 March 2011

The Age of the AfroSamurai

Disclamier: Fuck you. Sue me.

Beautiful that is exactly what life is. Makes you feel alive when you breathe. Look around you, everywhere there's life, living, breathing....hmmmm. I have come of age. I feel like a new woman. A new person. I know my purpose and I'm going out to get it. Its not easy believe me. I struggle daily to accept difficult challenges, to press on pass negativity, to keep my dream alive.

I haven't blogged for a bit I know. Things have been...let's say busy since my last post. ALOT HAS HAPPENED. both good and bad. Baby that's life. You take the good with the bad. Right now, I feel good thanks to the 2 full glasses of rose down my throat lol....doesnt make for easy typing i tell you that for free but press on we shall.

The age of the AFROSAMURAI....what does it all I mean. Still trying to figure it out honie don't ask me. but i'll tell you something, it feels like EMPOWERMENT. it  feels like control. I am at that age where i feel freaking fantastic cuz there's a lot on the horizon and i cant wait to explore it. What i have realised is all you can do in this game called life is play your part and play it well. What more can you do? You cannot sell your soul to another because you feel it will make them happy or make you happy. In life, you go out and get what you want cuz honie, its not going to fall on your lap. I feel empowered, I feel delirious lol. Magnificent...what other freaking adjective can i think of, it feels great. Yet again it could be the rose talking lol.

I've got major plans. have you got plans? things you want to happen, things you want. Never give up on it. you keep striving for it, going for it cuz eventually something will give whichever way the shit plays out. It's hard I know, I know alot about difficulties, challenges and you know what, its made me stronger than i ever thought i would be. You press on sugar, you press on and make your dreams come true cuz that's what i'm going for. FAMILY remember that is very important but dont get it twisted family can also drive you MAD. But yet have a hunger to stand on your own feet and make your own dreams happen.

Life is full of complicated shit, cuz people are complicated, honest, deceitful, kind, greedy, loving, users. You are not living in a fairy tale my friend. Its a BIG BAD WORLD and you have to show you are a SOLDIER OF LIFE and you know what SOLDIERS DO, they FIGHT for what they believe in, kill for what they believe in. So my fellow compadre, I AM A SAMURAI, a SOLDIER OF LIFE. A SOLIDER that will strive to her very last breath cuz when i go to my grave which WE ALL will eventually get to, i want to know i have done all i can to MAKE MY LIFE WORTH LIVING. NO1. HEADBAND!