Impossible Relationships

Disclaimer: These are just the thoughts of an over-active young mind. A mind that seems complex but yet so simple. I do not offer advice or opinions on your life, this is about my imagination so do not take my word for it and end your marriage. YOU LAID YOUR BED.....I on the other hand is still free to change sheets lol...

Gosh!!! Would the Lord send me someone I am completely compatible with??? Is there any guy out there who thinks almost like me, understands me and appreciate me. I am a young woman that feels like she's been forced into having a relationship by a caring yet overbearing sister. What am I going to do???

Relationships are not meant to be difficult. I forsee my relationship as easy-going and drama-free. I dont want to be the boss. I want my man to be a man but seek my opinion on matters. I want a man to lavish me with love, hugs, dinners and gifts. In return, I would be there for him, loyal to him, love him, de-stress him, cook for him, clean for him, lay with him.

Honestly, I have been seeing a guy for 2months and already feel like I'm married and the honeymoon period is over. God help me. Im thinking if I cant handle him now, is he really right for me???. He is overtly critical, bossy, moody, can be unaffectionate, loud, brash, annoying, ungrateful.....where does the list end....He is a perfectionist to a fault and I find that he is trying to make me into something I'm not and that I find very tiresome. I have grown bored of his moodswings and his constant critique of the way I live my life.

I dont want to give up on this relationship because its the closet I've ever been to giving anyone a chance but trust me to give the most difficult person the first go just scares me to going back to the old me. Give no one a shot till you think you've fallen madily in lust lol. Dont get me wrong, he's got great things going. He's clever, ambitious, hardworking, funny and makes me want to be better but he goes about it the wrong way. Rather than approach me in a nice, polite, advisory way; he becomes critical, moody and dramatic and all I want to scream is YOU'RE LOOKING AT SOMEONE WHO DOESNT GIVE A FLYING FUCK!!! I'll do exactly what pleases me so just take your moody self away from me, your negative vibes is getting on my tits lol. I dont want to be mean but I can feel dude bringing it out in me and God help me I am not going to end up resentful cuz I want a man. I'd rather be single.

Take time out and re-evaluate the situation. Give yourself a break, is this what you really want???